Monday, October 02, 2006

No matter how

No matter how much I say that I don't care,
somewhere deep inside I still do;

No matter how much I convince myself that it's over,
I still hold onto that tiny gleam of hope;

No matter how ridiculous or impossible it may seem,
I still insist on believing it is possible;

No matter how reassuring I am,
in actual fact I am as doubtful as I could be;

No matter how happy I appear to be,
it is merely just a self portrayal;

No matter how many histories have proven wrong,
I am still as stupid as I have always been,
repeating the same mistakes over & over again,
knowing that I will falter,
still, I choose the same road.

No matter how distant the dream may seem,
I do hope that one day it will come true..

Well.. shit happens, so do miracles. =) *smiles*

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