Tuesday, October 10, 2006

confused state of mind

Joanne doesn't know what she wants of herself anymore.
She plans a LOT. But, she never got the guts to execute any of them.
Joanne ends up consoling herself that whatever will be will be.. which is actually bullshit.
Life doesn't work that way, whatever will be will not be unless you make it the way you want it turn out to be.

Joanne is confusing herself up again.
If the heart speaks of something, should Joanne heed her heart?

OMG, Joanne is complaining and raving again.

"Joanne, can you stop it?"

"Ok."

Joanne has reached the stage of beyond stress, she said it few times.
Maybe she is.
I can't even comprehend Joanne's thoughts anymore.
Perhaps it is time to press the panic button and run!

All these explain the headache I guess.

I get sick and tired of your rants, Joanne. Pick yourself up and live up with all the shit. Life sucks anyway. What do you expect from people, eyes of sympathy? forget about it. People have their own shit to worry about.

Poor Joanne, and all she wants is just an escape plan out of the whole mess. She feels so insecure at the moment. Perhaps... it is the moment to change now.

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