it's THE END finally

Joanne is leaving, soon, for good, farewell to the life I am letting go... it's time to move on. :)

A little alcohol helps the sleep a little each night.

To my dear friends:

It has been an amazing time knowing all of you (darlings, brothers, sisters, friends etc.) really. Take good care & all the best in studies & other things in life that matter to you!

Love,
Joanne.

the alcohol is kickin' in. :) shall go to bed now and sweet dreams my dear ones! *hugs*

youtube

Connie Talbot & Travis and Heidi are my daily doses of youtube entertainment. :)

Joanne can't help but smile every time she sees Connie and hears her voice. Travis and Heidi's dance is simply remarkable.

At a cross road...

waiting for god-knows-what... has no idea but still waiting, patience is running low though.
mood is ... *blank* not happy nor sad nor mad just hollow, empty.
needs soccer therapy, a real holiday, and a good book to read. A good company will be a bonus! :)
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I realized I have been behaving rather indifferent lately, sorry about that. can't help it. life sucks and am tired with everything.
me: dude, where the fuck is my holiday?!?
dude: oh, your holiday is on vacation.
*laughs* mad.
now now... don't give me that look :) *hugs* love you all!

The F Word

word of the day: the F word

stupidity

1. I am awe at the extent of stupidity one can get.

2. What I once thought were important no longer are now... this only mean one thing. Joanne is getting old. :)

insignificant

While millions of people are striving hard for survival, somewhere out there some people are worried about insignificant things, worried about their past (which cannot be undone or changed), getting worked up for some ridiculous reasons. and in one corner of a tiny sunny island, Joanne is trying to sort out her life, getting a job, get out from stupid mess, gear up & move on with life. It has been a great 4 university years, especially the final year of her uni life.

Joanne should apologized for being violent, vulgar & defensive these days, though sometimes you guys deserved it. Haha... come to think of it, perhaps she should just be this way and continue to be outspoken and behaves however she likes. carefree. :p

Anyway, Kur, I know you are reading this... haha, yes I am haha-ing you. Thanks for transforming me into whoever I am now *hugs* what will I be without you? That's enough, else your head going to grow bigger.

1 July is the date to move out from RVR. Til then, have all the fun, before Joanne bids goodbye... and this is a song from MCR to all.

Love, Joanne. :)

Hello everyone

Joanne is still coughing like mad girl, until her stomach's muscles ache. Huixian said can tone the abs *frowns* Joanne thinks that she'd rather do crunches. She is considering relocating her blog, it's dumb to maintain this blog now.

Work is boring. John Tucker is lame. Earning money is not easy. And no, Joanne is not going to write an emo entry, at least not now. Our PM is remarrying, how lost touch am I with the Malaysian news!

Secrets are well kept. buried forever. Fantasies don't come true. Get a real life. Joanne feels like running away again, she secretly hopes that she gets a job overseas & start a new life where no one knows her. It can be done, Joanne is independent. Oh yeah, Joanne submitted UBS graduate training program application yesterday *fingers crossed*

Joanne did something stupid, again. please stop repeating the story. :) thanks

Tell me

Nowadays I can't even blog properly by having to think that at some point in time, some idiots are going to read my entry aloud at my presence. stupid guys! :p

Tell me how am I going to write anything these days... probably to document more BHS.

Anyway, Joanne needs money, tell her how to make money the fastest legal way and she's in dire need in securing a permanent job with decent pay. She has to move out from RVR in a months time and she's going to miss this place a lot, where she'd stayed for 3 years.

Life sucks. But still life has to go on whether you like it or not.