Thursday, July 31, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
and she did it (:
This piggy ran 10km in approx 1 hr 20mins (: non-stop. It's in the record of piggy's achievements to date.
HAPPY (: She's happy, really. and she got to thank SinHui for talking her into running 10km instead of 5km, for believing in her.
met Gina in the Padang too, one of my running buddies when I was still in NUS. Thanks to her too, for being my running partner despite being the slow one all the time.
Quite few decisions have to be made soon but I think I can handle it. (: should I do it now or next year? plans have to be made.. lest direction has to be set. About time to book and plan for mount climbing trip as well (:
Perhaps she'd go for the next Great Eastern All Women run in Oct.
Indeed life has been happier, less miserable, or rather, more fulfilled with busy schedules.
Yes life sucks, but it's just the matter of how you look at it. I miss home, and there's one thing that I still cling onto hope for, which is to go home happily to where I live. Don't think that's going to happen soon, not in the next 9 months. I'm looking forward to a good change that's it.
p.s. The Dark Knight is AWESOME (: it's a MUST watch.
HAPPY (: She's happy, really. and she got to thank SinHui for talking her into running 10km instead of 5km, for believing in her.
met Gina in the Padang too, one of my running buddies when I was still in NUS. Thanks to her too, for being my running partner despite being the slow one all the time.
Quite few decisions have to be made soon but I think I can handle it. (: should I do it now or next year? plans have to be made.. lest direction has to be set. About time to book and plan for mount climbing trip as well (:
Perhaps she'd go for the next Great Eastern All Women run in Oct.
Indeed life has been happier, less miserable, or rather, more fulfilled with busy schedules.
Yes life sucks, but it's just the matter of how you look at it. I miss home, and there's one thing that I still cling onto hope for, which is to go home happily to where I live. Don't think that's going to happen soon, not in the next 9 months. I'm looking forward to a good change that's it.
p.s. The Dark Knight is AWESOME (: it's a MUST watch.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
reading people
is harder than I thought.
Running 10km would be much easier than reading people.
The conversation got me thinking a lot about myself, again. He has offered many windows of opportunity at that moment, as time passes, the windows are closing. But then again, no one really knows what's outside the window, bed of roses or bed of daffodils? I decided I shouldn't make hasty decision back there, I listened attentively and remember and learn.
Joanne couldn't. As much as she thinks she wants to, she doesn't think she could. She would miss the people, definitely, but she couldn't stay there. She has to move on. She feels stagnant already only in less than a year. It isn't a good sign. She will work on it (: she promised herself to. She has her plans and gradually realizing it.. but it is saddening to see the friendships she has forged might just be a passing facade in life.
How many friendships built actually last for life? Joanne knows nothing lasts forever, but somehow she would love to give herself some room for doubt and proves the world wrong that some things do lasts forever like the love of a mother to her child ((:
I love you mum. HUGS.
So a friend advised me about the dogs-eat-dogs world, thanks a lot bro (I know you don't like to be called bro, take your pick, it's either bro or dad, yes you don't have many options, haha) I hate to admit it but I think I do not want to know who's the dog with the sharpest teeth out there, might be anyone close to me. You, him, or her, anyone.
SMILE (: Joanne is content, glad & at peace.
Reading people is something she has grown quite fond of and she would continue reading people.
with loves & hugs (:
Running 10km would be much easier than reading people.
The conversation got me thinking a lot about myself, again. He has offered many windows of opportunity at that moment, as time passes, the windows are closing. But then again, no one really knows what's outside the window, bed of roses or bed of daffodils? I decided I shouldn't make hasty decision back there, I listened attentively and remember and learn.
Joanne couldn't. As much as she thinks she wants to, she doesn't think she could. She would miss the people, definitely, but she couldn't stay there. She has to move on. She feels stagnant already only in less than a year. It isn't a good sign. She will work on it (: she promised herself to. She has her plans and gradually realizing it.. but it is saddening to see the friendships she has forged might just be a passing facade in life.
How many friendships built actually last for life? Joanne knows nothing lasts forever, but somehow she would love to give herself some room for doubt and proves the world wrong that some things do lasts forever like the love of a mother to her child ((:
I love you mum. HUGS.
So a friend advised me about the dogs-eat-dogs world, thanks a lot bro (I know you don't like to be called bro, take your pick, it's either bro or dad, yes you don't have many options, haha) I hate to admit it but I think I do not want to know who's the dog with the sharpest teeth out there, might be anyone close to me. You, him, or her, anyone.
SMILE (: Joanne is content, glad & at peace.
Reading people is something she has grown quite fond of and she would continue reading people.
with loves & hugs (:
Thursday, July 10, 2008
on maintenance in life..
It requires too much effort to maintain too many friends. I would be content to just have that few handful of close friends that I could always count on till the day I hear O Magnum playing in the background on "the" day. (: Yes I guess I will be happy to have just that.
Cycle of friendship continues. Anticipation, BFF, taking for granted, disappointment, then it ceased. It's a sad cycle... then you need to gather more courage to start it all over again. And so it goes on and on again... and then you hit a point, you no longer want to be involved anymore, and so you would choose to distant yourself from people. That's sad. But that's life. Is either you pick it up and go on, or you shut it out and keep a distant.
To maintain a friendship requires much effort, and sometimes you just don't have the energy to do it anymore.
Haha... Joanne is really full of madness. It's resurfacing I tell you. Joanne bought zoo biscuits to make herself happy at work, and made everyone who ate it to identify the biscuits before gobbling down. LOL.
Oh well, you don't find many retarded mad girls these days. (: Be glad that you know one. Haha.
Goodnight people (: HUGS
Cycle of friendship continues. Anticipation, BFF, taking for granted, disappointment, then it ceased. It's a sad cycle... then you need to gather more courage to start it all over again. And so it goes on and on again... and then you hit a point, you no longer want to be involved anymore, and so you would choose to distant yourself from people. That's sad. But that's life. Is either you pick it up and go on, or you shut it out and keep a distant.
To maintain a friendship requires much effort, and sometimes you just don't have the energy to do it anymore.
Haha... Joanne is really full of madness. It's resurfacing I tell you. Joanne bought zoo biscuits to make herself happy at work, and made everyone who ate it to identify the biscuits before gobbling down. LOL.
Oh well, you don't find many retarded mad girls these days. (: Be glad that you know one. Haha.
Goodnight people (: HUGS
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
this little piggy...
this little piggy went to the market,
this little piggy stayed at home,
this little piggy had some roast beef,
and this little piggy had none,
this little piggy cried "wee wee wee...
I can't find my way home.
(: my dearest mum used to read to me when I was young. it was a lovely childhood indeed.
My first book was - the pig jumps (:
Haha... what's with me and all the pig business? and so it figures I'm piggy (:
***
can't find her way home... it used to always end with laughter and giggles in my mum's warm embrace.
Joanne, just do it and do your best. You will find your way through the labyrinth... hang in there. HUGS.
LOVES, piggy (:
this little piggy stayed at home,
this little piggy had some roast beef,
and this little piggy had none,
this little piggy cried "wee wee wee...
I can't find my way home.
(: my dearest mum used to read to me when I was young. it was a lovely childhood indeed.
My first book was - the pig jumps (:
Haha... what's with me and all the pig business? and so it figures I'm piggy (:
***
can't find her way home... it used to always end with laughter and giggles in my mum's warm embrace.
Joanne, just do it and do your best. You will find your way through the labyrinth... hang in there. HUGS.
LOVES, piggy (:
Thursday, July 03, 2008
one has to do what one got to do
sometimes the options are not for us to choose. just do it.
joanne will stop.
there's a new direction she guessed... with new strength probably she can walk down that road, alone or accompanied, that path will be walked nevertheless.
adult life ain't easy but joanne is learning (: one has to do what one got to do.
oh yes, joanne misses her gays loves of her life. catch up soon with you guys.
love, piggy (:
joanne will stop.
there's a new direction she guessed... with new strength probably she can walk down that road, alone or accompanied, that path will be walked nevertheless.
adult life ain't easy but joanne is learning (: one has to do what one got to do.
oh yes, joanne misses her gays loves of her life. catch up soon with you guys.
love, piggy (:
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