I have had enough

I have had enough, of all the shits and nonsense.

Why the recent vulgarities?

Level of stress is increasing by day and trust level declining every day too.

Why do people back stab?

I have had enough of pretentious & superficial lifestyle. Give me a break.

Joanne is retardedly crazy and lame, and she misses her friend who is most probably busy visiting all uncles and aunties in India right now and getting bitten by Indie mozzies. LOL. She misses home lots too, this Christmas and New Year will be different - lonely and boring.

2008, I fail to identify my feelings toward the new year, except that I hope that I can save some money to go travel in April or May, I will plan for a vacation, I need a holiday. I hope I can roll money on money too, and in Jan my exam results will be out, sighs.

The season of giving and hope doesn't sound too promising to me at all, at least, not yet.

No, I'm not really emo, just tired, yeah, more of tired than anything. Tired of being an adult. Tired of bearing responsibilities. Tired of pretending to be a know-it-all, to be up-to-date, to be a please-them-all, to be politically and diplomatically correct.

Life is pretentious and is a whole big facade.

I find solace in the library. (((: a nerd.

Thank you friends who are always there to listen to my rants, bear with my vulgarities, listen to my whinings, cheer me up with our secret jokes which are not really funny ok tsk. Thanks (((: HUGS. And also, for the visits and dinners and little cards, letters and gifts. Little things count and Joanne appreciates them all, big or small, far or near (((: Thanks for being nice.

I have had enough of craps, give Joanne a break, she needs a holiday, a nice long holiday and some understanding would be nice too.

back from hiatus

Dear readers,

Joanne is back.

Life is like a roller coaster. I miss living, laughing and loving. Why? I am both happy and sad, loved and lonely. How?

Haha, like seriously, I have no eff-ing idea.

Enough soap dramas. ((:

Updates... exam was shite. Don't ask. I was upset. Yes, was, am not that upset now, but still, the pinch is there. I feel poor despite earning monthly wages. That sucks. Finally I got my NLB membership. YAY *big grin*

I have one million things in my head but I just can't pen a single thing down. Lousy girl. Carolings are coming soon. I have mixed feelings haha, excited and not excited. Joanne is getting retarded.

Time is passing by and Joanne is fading together with it... somebody please grab hold of time for me please? Oh and one more thing, Joanne is reading chick lits haha, like seriously, she is! Probably that explains the emo-ness and shit like that, should have borrowed a John Grisham or Sidney Sheldon book instead haha.

Joanne shall aim to keep her indifference.

p.s. I love you mummy, thanks for everything. (((: