2. Do you talk to yourself?
3. Do you have an imaginary friend?
If you have answered yes to all 3 questions above, you probably need to see a psychiatrist to get your head treated. A wire in your brain probably is loose or disconnected or something.
Good luck. No, I do not have a recommendation for you. If you have found one who is good, let me know, will be handy to have his/her contact.
Thank you.