I feel stucked, stifled, suffocated, with a bunch of idiots trying to outsmart, outwit, and outkill each other. Hmm... is there such a word, outkill? well, anyway, it exists, at least for this short post. for this 1 minute of your time, just pretend, there is such a word. who cares about the meaning anyway.
I feel sick in my stomach.
If there's one thing I can wish for and to be granted, is to disappear, to somewhere that I can breathe, like a normal being.