Joanne is leaving, soon, for good, farewell to the life I am letting go... it's time to move on. :)
A little alcohol helps the sleep a little each night.
To my dear friends:
It has been an amazing time knowing all of you (darlings, brothers, sisters, friends etc.) really. Take good care & all the best in studies & other things in life that matter to you!
Love,
Joanne.
the alcohol is kickin' in. :) shall go to bed now and sweet dreams my dear ones! *hugs*
Friday, June 29, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
youtube
Connie Talbot & Travis and Heidi are my daily doses of youtube entertainment. :)
Joanne can't help but smile every time she sees Connie and hears her voice. Travis and Heidi's dance is simply remarkable.
Joanne can't help but smile every time she sees Connie and hears her voice. Travis and Heidi's dance is simply remarkable.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
At a cross road...
waiting for god-knows-what... has no idea but still waiting, patience is running low though.
mood is ... *blank* not happy nor sad nor mad just hollow, empty.
needs soccer therapy, a real holiday, and a good book to read. A good company will be a bonus! :)
***
I realized I have been behaving rather indifferent lately, sorry about that. can't help it. life sucks and am tired with everything.
me: dude, where the fuck is my holiday?!?
dude: oh, your holiday is on vacation.
*laughs* mad.
now now... don't give me that look :) *hugs* love you all!
mood is ... *blank* not happy nor sad nor mad just hollow, empty.
needs soccer therapy, a real holiday, and a good book to read. A good company will be a bonus! :)
***
I realized I have been behaving rather indifferent lately, sorry about that. can't help it. life sucks and am tired with everything.
me: dude, where the fuck is my holiday?!?
dude: oh, your holiday is on vacation.
*laughs* mad.
now now... don't give me that look :) *hugs* love you all!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
stupidity
1. I am awe at the extent of stupidity one can get.
2. What I once thought were important no longer are now... this only mean one thing. Joanne is getting old. :)
2. What I once thought were important no longer are now... this only mean one thing. Joanne is getting old. :)
Monday, June 11, 2007
insignificant
While millions of people are striving hard for survival, somewhere out there some people are worried about insignificant things, worried about their past (which cannot be undone or changed), getting worked up for some ridiculous reasons. and in one corner of a tiny sunny island, Joanne is trying to sort out her life, getting a job, get out from stupid mess, gear up & move on with life. It has been a great 4 university years, especially the final year of her uni life.
Joanne should apologized for being violent, vulgar & defensive these days, though sometimes you guys deserved it. Haha... come to think of it, perhaps she should just be this way and continue to be outspoken and behaves however she likes. carefree. :p
Anyway, Kur, I know you are reading this... haha, yes I am haha-ing you. Thanks for transforming me into whoever I am now *hugs* what will I be without you? That's enough, else your head going to grow bigger.
1 July is the date to move out from RVR. Til then, have all the fun, before Joanne bids goodbye... and this is a song from MCR to all.
Love, Joanne. :)
Joanne should apologized for being violent, vulgar & defensive these days, though sometimes you guys deserved it. Haha... come to think of it, perhaps she should just be this way and continue to be outspoken and behaves however she likes. carefree. :p
Anyway, Kur, I know you are reading this... haha, yes I am haha-ing you. Thanks for transforming me into whoever I am now *hugs* what will I be without you? That's enough, else your head going to grow bigger.
1 July is the date to move out from RVR. Til then, have all the fun, before Joanne bids goodbye... and this is a song from MCR to all.
Love, Joanne. :)
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Hello everyone
Joanne is still coughing like mad girl, until her stomach's muscles ache. Huixian said can tone the abs *frowns* Joanne thinks that she'd rather do crunches. She is considering relocating her blog, it's dumb to maintain this blog now.
Work is boring. John Tucker is lame. Earning money is not easy. And no, Joanne is not going to write an emo entry, at least not now. Our PM is remarrying, how lost touch am I with the Malaysian news!
Secrets are well kept. buried forever. Fantasies don't come true. Get a real life. Joanne feels like running away again, she secretly hopes that she gets a job overseas & start a new life where no one knows her. It can be done, Joanne is independent. Oh yeah, Joanne submitted UBS graduate training program application yesterday *fingers crossed*
Joanne did something stupid, again. please stop repeating the story. :) thanks
Work is boring. John Tucker is lame. Earning money is not easy. And no, Joanne is not going to write an emo entry, at least not now. Our PM is remarrying, how lost touch am I with the Malaysian news!
Secrets are well kept. buried forever. Fantasies don't come true. Get a real life. Joanne feels like running away again, she secretly hopes that she gets a job overseas & start a new life where no one knows her. It can be done, Joanne is independent. Oh yeah, Joanne submitted UBS graduate training program application yesterday *fingers crossed*
Joanne did something stupid, again. please stop repeating the story. :) thanks
Monday, June 04, 2007
Tell me
Nowadays I can't even blog properly by having to think that at some point in time, some idiots are going to read my entry aloud at my presence. stupid guys! :p
Tell me how am I going to write anything these days... probably to document more BHS.
Anyway, Joanne needs money, tell her how to make money the fastest legal way and she's in dire need in securing a permanent job with decent pay. She has to move out from RVR in a months time and she's going to miss this place a lot, where she'd stayed for 3 years.
Life sucks. But still life has to go on whether you like it or not.
Tell me how am I going to write anything these days... probably to document more BHS.
Anyway, Joanne needs money, tell her how to make money the fastest legal way and she's in dire need in securing a permanent job with decent pay. She has to move out from RVR in a months time and she's going to miss this place a lot, where she'd stayed for 3 years.
Life sucks. But still life has to go on whether you like it or not.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
the end of Jessica
Heroes season 1 finale, Niki came back with Jessica's powers and marked the end of Jessica. Yeah, not going to say any more Joanne-Niaoer stuff here haha... you guys can make up your own stories. :)
To those who like to read out blogs aloud: morons.
No more mind games.
Last night was the ultimate bitchiness of me. Sorry. Joanne is not that kind and good person as everyone sees after all. So now you know.
Yesterday was 45 min late for choir. shit. sorry.
Joanne is going to teach P6 English tuition til PSLE realised it's only less than 3 months assignment, need to help a failing kid to pass English. I hope I can do it. $200 per month. first $100 goes to the agent. Haha. not much left. Oh well, it's ok, it's the experience that counts. Thanks SP for the tuition contact :)
Thanks Meiyen for the dinner treat last night. Great to meet up with her again. I miss the good old school days.
Uni life is ending. Mummy said, "This is life, move on." Thanks. *hugs* That's it, move on Joanne. Don't do anymore stupid shit.
Yes Joseph, Joanne shall try not to be so vulgar, and yes, is going to miss the 3 hot guys she's been hanging out with in RVR. *hugs* They call themselves the coolest sometimes, haha, make up your mind darlings, can either be hot or cool but not both.
Haha.. it just came to my mind instantly, and it's your cue to laugh or roll eyes or whatever or show your "L" sign. Joanne doesn't care. :p
The Red Devils has cancelled their Asia Tour to M'sia. *sads* sighs.
Suddenly running out of ideas what to blog... oh ya I remembered what I said last night, "people do not appreciate all the shit you've done, but will condemn & magnify the smallest error you did." Life sucks. Solution: don't give a damn. Haha... remembered a good friend once told me this in high school, he's damn cool & really don't care a shit what you think or say. If only I could be like him. Those were the days... :)
One last thing, stop burdening yourself with others' problems. Just mind your own business.
No this is not the new Joanne. It has always been her around with different selves haha. nutcase.
To those who like to read out blogs aloud: morons.
No more mind games.
Last night was the ultimate bitchiness of me. Sorry. Joanne is not that kind and good person as everyone sees after all. So now you know.
Yesterday was 45 min late for choir. shit. sorry.
Joanne is going to teach P6 English tuition til PSLE realised it's only less than 3 months assignment, need to help a failing kid to pass English. I hope I can do it. $200 per month. first $100 goes to the agent. Haha. not much left. Oh well, it's ok, it's the experience that counts. Thanks SP for the tuition contact :)
Thanks Meiyen for the dinner treat last night. Great to meet up with her again. I miss the good old school days.
Uni life is ending. Mummy said, "This is life, move on." Thanks. *hugs* That's it, move on Joanne. Don't do anymore stupid shit.
Yes Joseph, Joanne shall try not to be so vulgar, and yes, is going to miss the 3 hot guys she's been hanging out with in RVR. *hugs* They call themselves the coolest sometimes, haha, make up your mind darlings, can either be hot or cool but not both.
"...Some like it hot
Some like it cold
Some like it in the pot
nine days old"
Haha.. it just came to my mind instantly, and it's your cue to laugh or roll eyes or whatever or show your "L" sign. Joanne doesn't care. :p
The Red Devils has cancelled their Asia Tour to M'sia. *sads* sighs.
Suddenly running out of ideas what to blog... oh ya I remembered what I said last night, "people do not appreciate all the shit you've done, but will condemn & magnify the smallest error you did." Life sucks. Solution: don't give a damn. Haha... remembered a good friend once told me this in high school, he's damn cool & really don't care a shit what you think or say. If only I could be like him. Those were the days... :)
One last thing, stop burdening yourself with others' problems. Just mind your own business.
No this is not the new Joanne. It has always been her around with different selves haha. nutcase.
Friday, May 25, 2007
Joanne is back
from where ever she has gone to :p
Anyway, I couldn't graduate with 2nd lower hon after all, as expected. :( oh well... can't complain, blame my stupid head.
I miss my BHS, and I know no one does *sad* my BHS will die soon, fewer and fewer people actually get the BHS-ness. Haha. Oh heck, I will entertain myself.
These few days triggered memories of him. I can't help but miss the grandpa that used to be here with us. Life moves on. Cherish before everything perishes.
Hong Kong trip was good. Ate a lot, did some shopping, sight-seeing the usual touristy stuff. Oh ya we went to watch Sammi Cheng's concert live! It was really awesome! I'd have gone wild if am in the crazy crowd haha. Anyway, weather wasn't good, kept raining until the last 2 days. Thank goodness at least we had 2 good sunny days but both days were freaking hot! I can almost feel my hotness coming out haha.. ok, this is not funny I agree. :p *bleh* am just bored. I cracked my first and ever Cantonese BHS! OMG I actually feel proud of myself! hahaha if I'm not crazy I dunno what do you call this. I'm going to miss the durian dessert!
Intensive job search must begin now. I don't want to be one of the 3% who are unemployed. Please please let me secure a job by July before commencement. *fingers crossed*
I still hate the superficiality of people. Bah, sometimes I am like that too and I hate it. I wish I could just be myself and not to please anyone. "Learn to say "NO" for heaven's sake!"
People don't think of you as you think so much for them so just look after your own ass! But it's so hard to practice, no?
Oops, getting bit pessimistic here... thoughts running wild, again. Alright time to stop. Last few updates, I missed both FA Cup and UEFA Champs League finals. *sads* My doses of happiness just gone like that. Even sadder Man U lost, f***! sighs. AC Milan won though, good for them! I'm not exactly ecstatic or what.. oh well, at least Liverpool didn't get the cup haha. I know, no logic. Life doesn't operate in logics. Life is unpredictable.
Came back, unpacked, clean the room, swept & mopped the floor *smiles* changed to clean sheets. Feels so good. Oh and yes, I got water. :) And, Joanne is doing laundry, she has to go and check her laundry now, take care peeps. *loves*
Anyway, I couldn't graduate with 2nd lower hon after all, as expected. :( oh well... can't complain, blame my stupid head.
I miss my BHS, and I know no one does *sad* my BHS will die soon, fewer and fewer people actually get the BHS-ness. Haha. Oh heck, I will entertain myself.
These few days triggered memories of him. I can't help but miss the grandpa that used to be here with us. Life moves on. Cherish before everything perishes.
Hong Kong trip was good. Ate a lot, did some shopping, sight-seeing the usual touristy stuff. Oh ya we went to watch Sammi Cheng's concert live! It was really awesome! I'd have gone wild if am in the crazy crowd haha. Anyway, weather wasn't good, kept raining until the last 2 days. Thank goodness at least we had 2 good sunny days but both days were freaking hot! I can almost feel my hotness coming out haha.. ok, this is not funny I agree. :p *bleh* am just bored. I cracked my first and ever Cantonese BHS! OMG I actually feel proud of myself! hahaha if I'm not crazy I dunno what do you call this. I'm going to miss the durian dessert!
Intensive job search must begin now. I don't want to be one of the 3% who are unemployed. Please please let me secure a job by July before commencement. *fingers crossed*
I still hate the superficiality of people. Bah, sometimes I am like that too and I hate it. I wish I could just be myself and not to please anyone. "Learn to say "NO" for heaven's sake!"
People don't think of you as you think so much for them so just look after your own ass! But it's so hard to practice, no?
Oops, getting bit pessimistic here... thoughts running wild, again. Alright time to stop. Last few updates, I missed both FA Cup and UEFA Champs League finals. *sads* My doses of happiness just gone like that. Even sadder Man U lost, f***! sighs. AC Milan won though, good for them! I'm not exactly ecstatic or what.. oh well, at least Liverpool didn't get the cup haha. I know, no logic. Life doesn't operate in logics. Life is unpredictable.
Came back, unpacked, clean the room, swept & mopped the floor *smiles* changed to clean sheets. Feels so good. Oh and yes, I got water. :) And, Joanne is doing laundry, she has to go and check her laundry now, take care peeps. *loves*
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Blogging from the office
Oops, haha... shouldn't be but who cares anyway, heck! Been youtubing in office as well and some job search but not very productive sighs...
Went home last weekend finally ever since when, CNY? Yeah. Ratu Nad came home with me too. :) haha... hope you enjoyed the trip, kampong not as fun as city? :p or at least some people from city claim so. Whatever. Haha. I don't care.
The business with BHS and lameness are getting out of control now. Great. I get the look all the time now whenever BEFORE I say it haha awesome, you guys can see it all coming already! *bleh* You all will miss it! definitely, I will too. Life sucks man.
Red Devils is the EPL champ. yay! :) Next: FA Cup!
AC Milan, I hope you win UEFA Champs League. Not Liverpool. Sorry Liverpool fans haha.
Weird dreams coming on and off again. Damn. Get out from my head. When I thought I can let go everything behind and move on, there's this tiny string that tries to hold me back. Oh well... Joanne will do just fine. No emo shit. Stop listening to emo songs, don't read emo books, don't watch emo shows. Avoid those shit. *grins*
Oh ya, got tagged by Ratu Nad. Supposed to write some 6 weird things about myself haha... I dunno which are the top 6 but I'll try.
1. People actually do call me weird. BHS & my infamous lame jokes. Haha. Get me a cute orthopaedic to fix my leg yah? thanks.
2. I talk to myself. Yes, I do. I used to talk to myself out loud but not anymore cos I realised it can be very worrying to others hahaha... if I do I'll make sure no one hears me. :)
3. There's a problem with me & trust. We never get along well, and I could never establish trust with myself nor with anyone. That explains why I could never work out any relationship. alright, let's not dig up history.
4. I like / don't like things for ridiculous reasons. eg. I don't eat brinjal because it's purple. I don't eat dates because it looks like cockroach. I like number 4, 13 & 44 because most people don't. I like to have pattern of sequence in most things I do. (haha ok there are many more but can't list out, it's queer enough)
5. I don't like to do something to my hair. haha. I seldom am satisfied with any hairdresser. and I don't believe in spending fortune on hair. rebonding? NO. perm? NO. color? NO. haha.
6. I sleep talk. :)
There you go the weird stuff about me. There are more... haha. I'm weird what. :p
Ok, I should go now. the couple hasn't come back from job search though. but the office is super cold! It's a messy entry.
Joanne, read my lips. GO!
okok... leaving right now. *wink*
Went home last weekend finally ever since when, CNY? Yeah. Ratu Nad came home with me too. :) haha... hope you enjoyed the trip, kampong not as fun as city? :p or at least some people from city claim so. Whatever. Haha. I don't care.
The business with BHS and lameness are getting out of control now. Great. I get the look all the time now whenever BEFORE I say it haha awesome, you guys can see it all coming already! *bleh* You all will miss it! definitely, I will too. Life sucks man.
Red Devils is the EPL champ. yay! :) Next: FA Cup!
AC Milan, I hope you win UEFA Champs League. Not Liverpool. Sorry Liverpool fans haha.
Weird dreams coming on and off again. Damn. Get out from my head. When I thought I can let go everything behind and move on, there's this tiny string that tries to hold me back. Oh well... Joanne will do just fine. No emo shit. Stop listening to emo songs, don't read emo books, don't watch emo shows. Avoid those shit. *grins*
Oh ya, got tagged by Ratu Nad. Supposed to write some 6 weird things about myself haha... I dunno which are the top 6 but I'll try.
1. People actually do call me weird. BHS & my infamous lame jokes. Haha. Get me a cute orthopaedic to fix my leg yah? thanks.
2. I talk to myself. Yes, I do. I used to talk to myself out loud but not anymore cos I realised it can be very worrying to others hahaha... if I do I'll make sure no one hears me. :)
3. There's a problem with me & trust. We never get along well, and I could never establish trust with myself nor with anyone. That explains why I could never work out any relationship. alright, let's not dig up history.
4. I like / don't like things for ridiculous reasons. eg. I don't eat brinjal because it's purple. I don't eat dates because it looks like cockroach. I like number 4, 13 & 44 because most people don't. I like to have pattern of sequence in most things I do. (haha ok there are many more but can't list out, it's queer enough)
5. I don't like to do something to my hair. haha. I seldom am satisfied with any hairdresser. and I don't believe in spending fortune on hair. rebonding? NO. perm? NO. color? NO. haha.
6. I sleep talk. :)
There you go the weird stuff about me. There are more... haha. I'm weird what. :p
Ok, I should go now. the couple hasn't come back from job search though. but the office is super cold! It's a messy entry.
Joanne, read my lips. GO!
okok... leaving right now. *wink*
Thursday, May 03, 2007
sad... I lost my heart
ok, now i've got ur attention haha. sorry I'm damn bored not that I have nothing to do, but.. oh well, just a few minutes of crapping.
Dunno what's gotten into my head lately, thoughts kept drifting away, concentration level is critically low! For example, last night I was making notes for my presentation:
Results & Discussion:
1. Degree of sericin removal
2. Pore Coverage
3. Pay bill (wtf?!?!)
(Pattaya... and at this point I realized I'm writing nonsense! *faint*)
Haha.. and so I went to freshen myself a bit and continue...
3. Mechanical testing:
a) 1 yarn degummed silk
b) 14 days silk
c) same as Iris (haha.. the moment I saw what I wrote I couldn't help but laugh at my stupidity, that's it, I've gotta stop doing whatever am doing!)
By that time it's soccer hour, AC Milan vs Man Utd, sopcast was lagging (thanks to Tina anyway, haha.. another alternative to watch live sports), TVants was also lagging a bit and yes, about 4 minutes delayed. LOUSY. Anyway, point is, the match was depressing, Man Utd got trashed 0-3 sad... the streaming wasn't good, the match wasn't promising... I just decided not to watch but the tv was on nonetheless... woke up at every cheer but disappointingly not the cheers of Red Devils. Yes, Kevin, haha.. we'll try again next year.
Oh ya, Heroes ep. 20. There is no more Jessica and Niki. Sad. What about Joanne and Niaoer? Haha.. ok, Kurien, I can see that coming. I've got a feeling the story won't end... it's like going in circles. literally.
Life sucks. Presentation is tomorrow and am freaking nervous... having anxiety to not screw things up. OK, I'm running low on things to say I have the feeling the more crappy stuff is going to be released soon if I don't stop right now. Haha.
And yes I have lost my heart. That explains why I have no concentration. Anyway tell me when you see it, it's red & kind looking. haha. I know I'm crazy.
Ok. Bye peeps. *yawn* boring right... go sleep.
Dunno what's gotten into my head lately, thoughts kept drifting away, concentration level is critically low! For example, last night I was making notes for my presentation:
Results & Discussion:
1. Degree of sericin removal
2. Pore Coverage
3. Pay bill (wtf?!?!)
(Pattaya... and at this point I realized I'm writing nonsense! *faint*)
Haha.. and so I went to freshen myself a bit and continue...
3. Mechanical testing:
a) 1 yarn degummed silk
b) 14 days silk
c) same as Iris (haha.. the moment I saw what I wrote I couldn't help but laugh at my stupidity, that's it, I've gotta stop doing whatever am doing!)
By that time it's soccer hour, AC Milan vs Man Utd, sopcast was lagging (thanks to Tina anyway, haha.. another alternative to watch live sports), TVants was also lagging a bit and yes, about 4 minutes delayed. LOUSY. Anyway, point is, the match was depressing, Man Utd got trashed 0-3 sad... the streaming wasn't good, the match wasn't promising... I just decided not to watch but the tv was on nonetheless... woke up at every cheer but disappointingly not the cheers of Red Devils. Yes, Kevin, haha.. we'll try again next year.
Oh ya, Heroes ep. 20. There is no more Jessica and Niki. Sad. What about Joanne and Niaoer? Haha.. ok, Kurien, I can see that coming. I've got a feeling the story won't end... it's like going in circles. literally.
Life sucks. Presentation is tomorrow and am freaking nervous... having anxiety to not screw things up. OK, I'm running low on things to say I have the feeling the more crappy stuff is going to be released soon if I don't stop right now. Haha.
And yes I have lost my heart. That explains why I have no concentration. Anyway tell me when you see it, it's red & kind looking. haha. I know I'm crazy.
Ok. Bye peeps. *yawn* boring right... go sleep.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Laughs of the week
need to spice up my blog a bit! :)
Scene 1. On the way to have lunch in Macs.
Aaron: Hey, you guys wait for me k, I go pee first, very fast.
me: Can… you go ‘P’ we go ‘Q’ k
Haha… instant laughter, luckily Aaron didn't hear it. Kurien gave me the stare and rolled eyes.
me: OMG, I just did it again… haha. Please don't tell what I just did..
Kurien: Hahahaha..
And yes, being the usual Kurien, he told everyone we met. :p
Scene 2. After shower
Huixian: Hey, your slippers are very slippery.
Aaron & I instantly exchanged looks... I kept quiet.
Aaron: Say it, I know you are going to say it...
me (trying not to laugh): No, I'm not going to say it. You knew what I was going to say... you are as lame. You say!
Aaron: Haha no, I don't. Say it, I can feel it's coming...
me: No, I'm not going to say.
Huixian: What...
me: Nothing. Some lame thing again.
Haha.. yay, I won! I didn't say it.
Don't I have better things to do? Haha... actually there were more funny moments during the whole weekend, but I forgot, see I don't always remember what I said, I'm trying to control it already ok? :p Kur, why not you document them haha... we could make a career out of it and be famous.
Scene 1. On the way to have lunch in Macs.
Aaron: Hey, you guys wait for me k, I go pee first, very fast.
me: Can… you go ‘P’ we go ‘Q’ k
Haha… instant laughter, luckily Aaron didn't hear it. Kurien gave me the stare and rolled eyes.
me: OMG, I just did it again… haha. Please don't tell what I just did..
Kurien: Hahahaha..
And yes, being the usual Kurien, he told everyone we met. :p
Scene 2. After shower
Huixian: Hey, your slippers are very slippery.
Aaron & I instantly exchanged looks... I kept quiet.
Aaron: Say it, I know you are going to say it...
me (trying not to laugh): No, I'm not going to say it. You knew what I was going to say... you are as lame. You say!
Aaron: Haha no, I don't. Say it, I can feel it's coming...
me: No, I'm not going to say.
Huixian: What...
me: Nothing. Some lame thing again.
Haha.. yay, I won! I didn't say it.
Don't I have better things to do? Haha... actually there were more funny moments during the whole weekend, but I forgot, see I don't always remember what I said, I'm trying to control it already ok? :p Kur, why not you document them haha... we could make a career out of it and be famous.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
conspiracy
It's like a big scam of conspiracy
Superficiality is getting more common
Blurred line of honesty & lie
Can we just shut our eyes & ears?
Ignoring won't make things disappear
Too many people too many opinions
Clashes of idealogies & priorities
No shared vision
All is just in a fucked up mess
Every word said has more than one meaning
Each sentence entails more than it contains
Even a smile tells more than one sees
Simplicity is out of the league
Web of complexities weaving in
Walls of defenses building up
There isn't honesty
sincerity nor trustworthy
People are very cautious
People don't speak out like they used to
Wariness has increased
We can't help but miss the people we all once knew
Everything has changed
All that is left is fragments of memories
well kept in the old chest
Suddenly I just wanna go home
a sanctuary safe & warm :)
Oh no, haha, please don't say it's another emo entry, oh well, who cares, I like.. :p I'ts not emo, it's facts of life. Ya right.. haha. Well, I don't have to justify myself, no matter how sucky life is, no doubt there are still good things in life too. Why bother, life is too short to get upset about stupid stuff like this anyway.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
falling rain
it's raining
I'm stuck in my room
waiting for the rain to stop
rain makes me feel like raining too
and I hate this feeling
it sucks
eats and gets into me
don't care if the world ignores me
as long as Joanne doesn't
niao-er is more than happy
mister rain, can you please stop now
so that I could get away
and fly out of this room
it's going to be a cold day
really cold day...
even people seem cold
why of all days on a rainy day?
I could use a warm hug
warm tea
warm smile
warm woolen jacket
warm company
right now
I don't see it coming
not now
'cos it's raining
not too heavily
but enough to get you wet & drenched
and miserable
oh well, stop whining and get moving!
*smiles*
I'm stuck in my room
waiting for the rain to stop
rain makes me feel like raining too
and I hate this feeling
it sucks
eats and gets into me
don't care if the world ignores me
as long as Joanne doesn't
niao-er is more than happy
mister rain, can you please stop now
so that I could get away
and fly out of this room
it's going to be a cold day
really cold day...
even people seem cold
why of all days on a rainy day?
I could use a warm hug
warm tea
warm smile
warm woolen jacket
warm company
right now
I don't see it coming
not now
'cos it's raining
not too heavily
but enough to get you wet & drenched
and miserable
oh well, stop whining and get moving!
*smiles*
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Niki vs Jessica : Niao-er vs Joanne
Niao-er sees the resemblance. But she is not a damn Hero like Niki is. Yes, she knows. Girl, stop dreaming. Gosh, she got too much TV influence. :p
Confusion builds up in her from time to time
It's like the battle of two in the body of one
When one predominates the other
one takes control of her actions and destiny
She gets scared at times too
of what the other is capable of doing
Sometimes, she couldn't help but wonder
she does not know the person she used to know anymore
and she is supposed to be the one she grew up with
has she gone mad, again?
But even Jessica has a kind heart deep down
Perhaps Niao-er should begin to believe that
somewhere deep inside there's a kind soul to be discovered :)
p.s.: No, people, I don't have a dead twin sister.
p.p.s.: go watch Heroes episode 19 0.07% *smiles*
p.p.s.: go watch Heroes episode 19 0.07% *smiles*
Saturday, April 21, 2007
disappointed
disappointed with myselfsigh... move on
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than the ones that you did." Mark Twain
I did all I could
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than the ones that you did." Mark Twain
I did all I could
Friday, April 20, 2007
requiem of a dream
"There are few people whom I really love, and still fewer whom I think well. The more I see of the world, the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of merit and sense." Elizabeth Bennet (Pride & Prejudice by Jane Austen)
There are days when I can just be so skeptical about everything; and every single event around just seem to be conspiring against me. There is no trust. There is no real connection. Sounds scary. As if everything just withers... like the falling leaves. Everything just becomes foreign, as if being thrown into the unknown, behind the guise of facade, therein lies a lost bird singing the requiem of a dream.
Anyway I have something to share, was you-tubing out of boredom and found this requiem, beautiful composition I think : ) so much emotions in the music. amazing.
requiem of a dream
I do not know why the sudden weird entry :p perhaps too much of studying + coffee + weird concoction + insanity + not enough sleep...
To everyone: GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST in exams! :) Take care, get enough rest and don't get OD on coffee or any other form of caffeine or alcohol!
There are days when I can just be so skeptical about everything; and every single event around just seem to be conspiring against me. There is no trust. There is no real connection. Sounds scary. As if everything just withers... like the falling leaves. Everything just becomes foreign, as if being thrown into the unknown, behind the guise of facade, therein lies a lost bird singing the requiem of a dream.
Anyway I have something to share, was you-tubing out of boredom and found this requiem, beautiful composition I think : ) so much emotions in the music. amazing.
requiem of a dream
I do not know why the sudden weird entry :p perhaps too much of studying + coffee + weird concoction + insanity + not enough sleep...
To everyone: GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST in exams! :) Take care, get enough rest and don't get OD on coffee or any other form of caffeine or alcohol!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
thanks darlings
The title sounds cheesy enough. I shall keep the content short and sweet. *smiles*
Joanne turned 24 years old a week ago, she wants to send her heartfelt thanks to all her darlings (family and friends) for all the well wishes, hugs, kisses, surprise visits cum parties, dinners, cards, emails, sms(es), calls, presents, cakes, chocolates and balloon. Yes, it's her best birthday ever in the NUS.
It's late and Joanne is tired. Probably will update another day.
with love,
rosy piggy :)
Joanne turned 24 years old a week ago, she wants to send her heartfelt thanks to all her darlings (family and friends) for all the well wishes, hugs, kisses, surprise visits cum parties, dinners, cards, emails, sms(es), calls, presents, cakes, chocolates and balloon. Yes, it's her best birthday ever in the NUS.
It's late and Joanne is tired. Probably will update another day.
with love,
rosy piggy :)
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