Tuesday, May 06, 2008

I bought my ticket

finally.

feels good to buy a one way ticket... can't wait for my holiday to come.

foul weeks I had actually... full of foul days.. of course there were good days where I had some good times with my colleagues and friends but still the foulness is very much in the air and is getting thicker by day.

fuck. "you know I go to yard everyday kena fuck.." and so it goes with all the f words.. I hear the complaints sometimes in the morning & somewhere inside I feel consoled that at least I do not have to face those fucking people.

four people. that's the number I heard so far. what change will it bring seriously?

fight for survival so he said.. but I'm just not that kind of person that really want to fight for something which I do not even believe in.

fitness is what I'm going for these days.. fitness can overcome foulness. 10km run is my next challenge... hopefully I don't faint seriously.

future is not mine to see but I can surely work towards the future that I want to... how I have no idea.. but hmm.. I'll find my way somehow.. should stop feeling lost, time to get back on track girl.. yeah I think so too. (: