Monday, May 28, 2007

the end of Jessica

Heroes season 1 finale, Niki came back with Jessica's powers and marked the end of Jessica. Yeah, not going to say any more Joanne-Niaoer stuff here haha... you guys can make up your own stories. :)

To those who like to read out blogs aloud: morons.

No more mind games.

Last night was the ultimate bitchiness of me. Sorry. Joanne is not that kind and good person as everyone sees after all. So now you know.

Yesterday was 45 min late for choir. shit. sorry.

Joanne is going to teach P6 English tuition til PSLE realised it's only less than 3 months assignment, need to help a failing kid to pass English. I hope I can do it. $200 per month. first $100 goes to the agent. Haha. not much left. Oh well, it's ok, it's the experience that counts. Thanks SP for the tuition contact :)

Thanks Meiyen for the dinner treat last night. Great to meet up with her again. I miss the good old school days.

Uni life is ending. Mummy said, "This is life, move on." Thanks. *hugs* That's it, move on Joanne. Don't do anymore stupid shit.

Yes Joseph, Joanne shall try not to be so vulgar, and yes, is going to miss the 3 hot guys she's been hanging out with in RVR. *hugs* They call themselves the coolest sometimes, haha, make up your mind darlings, can either be hot or cool but not both.
"...Some like it hot
Some like it cold
Some like it in the pot
nine days old"

Haha.. it just came to my mind instantly, and it's your cue to laugh or roll eyes or whatever or show your "L" sign. Joanne doesn't care. :p

The Red Devils has cancelled their Asia Tour to M'sia. *sads* sighs.

Suddenly running out of ideas what to blog... oh ya I remembered what I said last night, "people do not appreciate all the shit you've done, but will condemn & magnify the smallest error you did." Life sucks. Solution: don't give a damn. Haha... remembered a good friend once told me this in high school, he's damn cool & really don't care a shit what you think or say. If only I could be like him. Those were the days... :)

One last thing, stop burdening yourself with others' problems. Just mind your own business.

No this is not the new Joanne. It has always been her around with different selves haha. nutcase.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Joanne is back

from where ever she has gone to :p

Anyway, I couldn't graduate with 2nd lower hon after all, as expected. :( oh well... can't complain, blame my stupid head.

I miss my BHS, and I know no one does *sad* my BHS will die soon, fewer and fewer people actually get the BHS-ness. Haha. Oh heck, I will entertain myself.

These few days triggered memories of him. I can't help but miss the grandpa that used to be here with us. Life moves on. Cherish before everything perishes.

Hong Kong trip was good. Ate a lot, did some shopping, sight-seeing the usual touristy stuff. Oh ya we went to watch Sammi Cheng's concert live! It was really awesome! I'd have gone wild if am in the crazy crowd haha. Anyway, weather wasn't good, kept raining until the last 2 days. Thank goodness at least we had 2 good sunny days but both days were freaking hot! I can almost feel my hotness coming out haha.. ok, this is not funny I agree. :p *bleh* am just bored. I cracked my first and ever Cantonese BHS! OMG I actually feel proud of myself! hahaha if I'm not crazy I dunno what do you call this. I'm going to miss the durian dessert!

Intensive job search must begin now. I don't want to be one of the 3% who are unemployed. Please please let me secure a job by July before commencement. *fingers crossed*

I still hate the superficiality of people. Bah, sometimes I am like that too and I hate it. I wish I could just be myself and not to please anyone. "Learn to say "NO" for heaven's sake!"

People don't think of you as you think so much for them so just look after your own ass! But it's so hard to practice, no?

Oops, getting bit pessimistic here... thoughts running wild, again. Alright time to stop. Last few updates, I missed both FA Cup and UEFA Champs League finals. *sads* My doses of happiness just gone like that. Even sadder Man U lost, f***! sighs. AC Milan won though, good for them! I'm not exactly ecstatic or what.. oh well, at least Liverpool didn't get the cup haha. I know, no logic. Life doesn't operate in logics. Life is unpredictable.

Came back, unpacked, clean the room, swept & mopped the floor *smiles* changed to clean sheets. Feels so good. Oh and yes, I got water. :) And, Joanne is doing laundry, she has to go and check her laundry now, take care peeps. *loves*

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Blogging from the office

Oops, haha... shouldn't be but who cares anyway, heck! Been youtubing in office as well and some job search but not very productive sighs...

Went home last weekend finally ever since when, CNY? Yeah. Ratu Nad came home with me too. :) haha... hope you enjoyed the trip, kampong not as fun as city? :p or at least some people from city claim so. Whatever. Haha. I don't care.

The business with BHS and lameness are getting out of control now. Great. I get the look all the time now whenever BEFORE I say it haha awesome, you guys can see it all coming already! *bleh* You all will miss it! definitely, I will too. Life sucks man.

Red Devils is the EPL champ. yay! :) Next: FA Cup!

AC Milan, I hope you win UEFA Champs League. Not Liverpool. Sorry Liverpool fans haha.

Weird dreams coming on and off again. Damn. Get out from my head. When I thought I can let go everything behind and move on, there's this tiny string that tries to hold me back. Oh well... Joanne will do just fine. No emo shit. Stop listening to emo songs, don't read emo books, don't watch emo shows. Avoid those shit. *grins*
Oh ya, got tagged by Ratu Nad. Supposed to write some 6 weird things about myself haha... I dunno which are the top 6 but I'll try.

1. People actually do call me weird. BHS & my infamous lame jokes. Haha. Get me a cute orthopaedic to fix my leg yah? thanks.

2. I talk to myself. Yes, I do. I used to talk to myself out loud but not anymore cos I realised it can be very worrying to others hahaha... if I do I'll make sure no one hears me. :)

3. There's a problem with me & trust. We never get along well, and I could never establish trust with myself nor with anyone. That explains why I could never work out any relationship. alright, let's not dig up history.

4. I like / don't like things for ridiculous reasons. eg. I don't eat brinjal because it's purple. I don't eat dates because it looks like cockroach. I like number 4, 13 & 44 because most people don't. I like to have pattern of sequence in most things I do. (haha ok there are many more but can't list out, it's queer enough)

5. I don't like to do something to my hair. haha. I seldom am satisfied with any hairdresser. and I don't believe in spending fortune on hair. rebonding? NO. perm? NO. color? NO. haha.

6. I sleep talk. :)

There you go the weird stuff about me. There are more... haha. I'm weird what. :p

Ok, I should go now. the couple hasn't come back from job search though. but the office is super cold! It's a messy entry.

Joanne, read my lips. GO!

okok... leaving right now. *wink*

Thursday, May 03, 2007

sad... I lost my heart

ok, now i've got ur attention haha. sorry I'm damn bored not that I have nothing to do, but.. oh well, just a few minutes of crapping.

Dunno what's gotten into my head lately, thoughts kept drifting away, concentration level is critically low! For example, last night I was making notes for my presentation:

Results & Discussion:
1. Degree of sericin removal
2. Pore Coverage
3. Pay bill (wtf?!?!)
(Pattaya... and at this point I realized I'm writing nonsense! *faint*)

Haha.. and so I went to freshen myself a bit and continue...

3. Mechanical testing:
a) 1 yarn degummed silk
b) 14 days silk
c) same as Iris (haha.. the moment I saw what I wrote I couldn't help but laugh at my stupidity, that's it, I've gotta stop doing whatever am doing!)

By that time it's soccer hour, AC Milan vs Man Utd, sopcast was lagging (thanks to Tina anyway, haha.. another alternative to watch live sports), TVants was also lagging a bit and yes, about 4 minutes delayed. LOUSY. Anyway, point is, the match was depressing, Man Utd got trashed 0-3 sad... the streaming wasn't good, the match wasn't promising... I just decided not to watch but the tv was on nonetheless... woke up at every cheer but disappointingly not the cheers of Red Devils. Yes, Kevin, haha.. we'll try again next year.

Oh ya, Heroes ep. 20. There is no more Jessica and Niki. Sad. What about Joanne and Niaoer? Haha.. ok, Kurien, I can see that coming. I've got a feeling the story won't end... it's like going in circles. literally.

Life sucks. Presentation is tomorrow and am freaking nervous... having anxiety to not screw things up. OK, I'm running low on things to say I have the feeling the more crappy stuff is going to be released soon if I don't stop right now. Haha.

And yes I have lost my heart. That explains why I have no concentration. Anyway tell me when you see it, it's red & kind looking. haha. I know I'm crazy.

Ok. Bye peeps. *yawn* boring right... go sleep.